Speaking english too slowly

One of the best improve player in the NBA history was Tracy McGrady. When this guy played, his teammates only could admirate him. T-Mac was a king whithout trone. Never got the NBA championship. He's the Vince Carter cousin. Neither of them has win never the gold ring. I need very several classes of english language, i think that i try improve i will get one job like recepcionist or similar in Villajoyosa and region of Alicante. But i always think like... is too expensive for my family to cost my studies, and i had to study when i was twenty years more or less... but if my mind wasn't so close i'm sure now i'm working at tanatory of Villajoyosa with Gronholm method interview in agost 2013, but i have to work in the feria because i am coward. Always i lost great oportunities for my development to cause this several problem with my mind. Now i will can win aproxemetly over one thousand or one thousand and half euros, nevertheless i'm winning five hundred euros clean of taxes. It's very sad, but this is the reality. I can write about ten lines of text without use the dictionary, but is a basic level, the medium level arrive when you can hear a film or similar without subtitles and you can talk with everybody and you don't seem Jesús Quintero in Ratones Coloraos smoking a cigarrette.